Locked in a cage of nightmares,
Beyond the realm of dreams so soft.
A beautiful collision, poison tastes so sweet.
When intertwined, with braids of fate.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
This addiction is fully mine.
I know the cycle, like the palm of my hand.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
Like wildfire, the sickness spreads.
Butterfly wings, laced with past regrets.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
Beauty divine, Chaos is mine.
Echoes in my mind, Life far too kind.
Poison kiss, Melts
Hopelessly,
caught up within the past.
Don't know how to find
a remedy to last.
You won't reach out,
You're watching as I drown.
You say you're here, you say you care;
But you're watching me go down.
Only me,
that's all that's left inside.
Running from the ghosts,
but there's nowhere left to hide.
You won't reach out,
You're watching as I drown.
You say you're here, you say you care;
But you're watching me go down.
All of you,
that's what I want to see...
Burn your image in my brain,
to replace the memories.
You won't reach out,
You're watching as I drown.
You say you're here, you say you care;
But you're watching me go
I'm facing a mountain,
in your gorgeous eyes.
They're swirling pools of green,
that make me realize.
You're not worth it,
You make me sick!
Time for a remedy,
And this time it's gonna stick.
It seems insurmountable,
this mountain of my past.
Your ghost is done haunting,
my victory will last.
You're not worth it,
You make me sick!
Time for a remedy,
And this time it's gonna stick.
This mountain, I will climb.
My past, I'll overcome.
I'm getting rid of you,
And all the things you have done.
You're not worth it,
You make me sick!
Time for a remedy,
And this time it's gonna stick.
Yeah, this time it's gonna stick!
The beauty,
of a pair of speckled eyes...
Blue and gold,
is their sweetness but disguise?
All I know,
is how I wanna dive in.
Lose myself,
in something I believe in.
I wanna swim in your ocean,
drown in your sea.
Let go of myself,
and all my uncertainty.
Perfection,
framed by lashes a-flutter.
Make my tongue,
go numb, and I stutter.
I wanna swim in your ocean,
drown in your sea.
Let go of myself,
and all my uncertainty.
Memories,
of past loves and the loss.
They hold me back,
as I still bear their cross.
I wanna swim in your ocean,
drown in your sea.
Let go of myself,
and all my uncertainty.
Lookin on to the horizo
You showed Yourself,
To Mary Magdalene;
The disciples saw,
And believed what they had seen...
Though I can't see You here,
I know You draw near.
And I won't be a 'Doubting Thomas',
Without sight, I will believe.
I don't need to touch Your hands or side,
To know You and recieve.
You walked the earth,
So many years ago.
The all-holy God,
Sacrificed for me, I know.
Though I can't see You here,
I know You draw near.
And I won't be a 'Doubting Thomas',
Without sight, I will believe.
I don't need to touch Your hands or side,
To know You and recieve.
Slaughtered for me,
And this whole world's sin.
Splayed upon a tree,
To give
By Your Grace and Love Alone by nuisance15, literature
Literature
By Your Grace and Love Alone
You were beaten and slapped,
Mocked in every way.
Down the path of suffering,
'Till Your strength began to fade.
You gave up the ghost,
On Calvary that day.
Your life to save my own,
The bargain that was made.
By Your grace and love alone,
I'm standing here today.
By Your grace and love alone,
It's the only way.
With my own two hands,
The nails were pounded in.
The depravity of man,
And its foolish sins abound.
On Your shoulders; the weight
Of the world and our sin.
Amazing grace- like the song;
I was lost but now I'm found.
By Your grace and love alone,
I'm standing here today.
By Your grace and love alone,
It's the on
You thought you could be,
The apple of my eye.
You thought you would be,
The bright sun in my sky.
You just wanted to feel,
Yeah, I just called your bluff.
You wanted something real,
I guess I wasn't real enough.
My angel,
Did you know me at all?
When you said,
I was your world...
Did you know me at all?
When you said,
I was beautiful...
Don't you know me at all?
You thought I would be,
The innocent one.
You thought I could be,
So easily won.
You thought I believed,
The sweet lies of your kiss.
You think that I grieved,
When love went amiss.
My angel,
Did you know me at all?
When you said,
I was your world...
Did y
I could see it coming,
From the moment I met you.
"Danger Zone"
Was written 'cross your face.
I've jumped off the bridge,
Now it's burnin'
I promise darlin',
I'm learnin'...
I won't make the mistake,
Of trusting you again.
Don't worry, honey.
It just won't happen.
I've jumped off the bridge,
Now it's burnin'
I promise darlin',
I'm learnin'...
You can mess with me once,
You can mess with me twice.
But three strikes and you're out,
No more playin' nice.
I've jumped off the bridge,
Now it's burnin'
I promise, darlin',
I'm learnin'...
I promise, darlin',
I'm learnin'....
~Merryde Anne Tavora~
Thinking just one thing,
How I want to be with him.
Two hearts beating out
A staccato rhythm.
Three words to say,
But I still don't know what I'm feelin.
Four kisses (or twelve) later,
And my mind is still reelin.
A trail of candy-flavored kisses
Melting on my skin.
I memorize your taste,
And now I've let you win.
Thinking just one thing,
How I want to be with him.
Two hearts beating out
A staccato rhythm.
Three words to say,
But I still don't know what I'm feelin.
Four kisses (or twelve) later,
And my mind is still reelin.
I don't know what to say,
I don't know what to do...
But darlin, one thing I know;
Is how much I
Locked in a cage of nightmares,
Beyond the realm of dreams so soft.
A beautiful collision, poison tastes so sweet.
When intertwined, with braids of fate.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
This addiction is fully mine.
I know the cycle, like the palm of my hand.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
Like wildfire, the sickness spreads.
Butterfly wings, laced with past regrets.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
Beauty divine, Chaos is mine.
Echoes in my mind, Life far too kind.
Poison kiss, Melts
Hopelessly,
caught up within the past.
Don't know how to find
a remedy to last.
You won't reach out,
You're watching as I drown.
You say you're here, you say you care;
But you're watching me go down.
Only me,
that's all that's left inside.
Running from the ghosts,
but there's nowhere left to hide.
You won't reach out,
You're watching as I drown.
You say you're here, you say you care;
But you're watching me go down.
All of you,
that's what I want to see...
Burn your image in my brain,
to replace the memories.
You won't reach out,
You're watching as I drown.
You say you're here, you say you care;
But you're watching me go
I'm facing a mountain,
in your gorgeous eyes.
They're swirling pools of green,
that make me realize.
You're not worth it,
You make me sick!
Time for a remedy,
And this time it's gonna stick.
It seems insurmountable,
this mountain of my past.
Your ghost is done haunting,
my victory will last.
You're not worth it,
You make me sick!
Time for a remedy,
And this time it's gonna stick.
This mountain, I will climb.
My past, I'll overcome.
I'm getting rid of you,
And all the things you have done.
You're not worth it,
You make me sick!
Time for a remedy,
And this time it's gonna stick.
Yeah, this time it's gonna stick!
The beauty,
of a pair of speckled eyes...
Blue and gold,
is their sweetness but disguise?
All I know,
is how I wanna dive in.
Lose myself,
in something I believe in.
I wanna swim in your ocean,
drown in your sea.
Let go of myself,
and all my uncertainty.
Perfection,
framed by lashes a-flutter.
Make my tongue,
go numb, and I stutter.
I wanna swim in your ocean,
drown in your sea.
Let go of myself,
and all my uncertainty.
Memories,
of past loves and the loss.
They hold me back,
as I still bear their cross.
I wanna swim in your ocean,
drown in your sea.
Let go of myself,
and all my uncertainty.
Lookin on to the horizo
You showed Yourself,
To Mary Magdalene;
The disciples saw,
And believed what they had seen...
Though I can't see You here,
I know You draw near.
And I won't be a 'Doubting Thomas',
Without sight, I will believe.
I don't need to touch Your hands or side,
To know You and recieve.
You walked the earth,
So many years ago.
The all-holy God,
Sacrificed for me, I know.
Though I can't see You here,
I know You draw near.
And I won't be a 'Doubting Thomas',
Without sight, I will believe.
I don't need to touch Your hands or side,
To know You and recieve.
Slaughtered for me,
And this whole world's sin.
Splayed upon a tree,
To give
By Your Grace and Love Alone by nuisance15, literature
Literature
By Your Grace and Love Alone
You were beaten and slapped,
Mocked in every way.
Down the path of suffering,
'Till Your strength began to fade.
You gave up the ghost,
On Calvary that day.
Your life to save my own,
The bargain that was made.
By Your grace and love alone,
I'm standing here today.
By Your grace and love alone,
It's the only way.
With my own two hands,
The nails were pounded in.
The depravity of man,
And its foolish sins abound.
On Your shoulders; the weight
Of the world and our sin.
Amazing grace- like the song;
I was lost but now I'm found.
By Your grace and love alone,
I'm standing here today.
By Your grace and love alone,
It's the on
You thought you could be,
The apple of my eye.
You thought you would be,
The bright sun in my sky.
You just wanted to feel,
Yeah, I just called your bluff.
You wanted something real,
I guess I wasn't real enough.
My angel,
Did you know me at all?
When you said,
I was your world...
Did you know me at all?
When you said,
I was beautiful...
Don't you know me at all?
You thought I would be,
The innocent one.
You thought I could be,
So easily won.
You thought I believed,
The sweet lies of your kiss.
You think that I grieved,
When love went amiss.
My angel,
Did you know me at all?
When you said,
I was your world...
Did y
I could see it coming,
From the moment I met you.
"Danger Zone"
Was written 'cross your face.
I've jumped off the bridge,
Now it's burnin'
I promise darlin',
I'm learnin'...
I won't make the mistake,
Of trusting you again.
Don't worry, honey.
It just won't happen.
I've jumped off the bridge,
Now it's burnin'
I promise darlin',
I'm learnin'...
You can mess with me once,
You can mess with me twice.
But three strikes and you're out,
No more playin' nice.
I've jumped off the bridge,
Now it's burnin'
I promise, darlin',
I'm learnin'...
I promise, darlin',
I'm learnin'....
~Merryde Anne Tavora~
Thinking just one thing,
How I want to be with him.
Two hearts beating out
A staccato rhythm.
Three words to say,
But I still don't know what I'm feelin.
Four kisses (or twelve) later,
And my mind is still reelin.
A trail of candy-flavored kisses
Melting on my skin.
I memorize your taste,
And now I've let you win.
Thinking just one thing,
How I want to be with him.
Two hearts beating out
A staccato rhythm.
Three words to say,
But I still don't know what I'm feelin.
Four kisses (or twelve) later,
And my mind is still reelin.
I don't know what to say,
I don't know what to do...
But darlin, one thing I know;
Is how much I
I tripped over your memory today
It haunts the ground I walk on
I found myself falling into open arms
Remembered your voice as it called my name
I walked into a wall today
Pressed my nose against the glass
I remember revolving doors
And how you stopped one in its tracks
I fell down the stairs today
And nearly twisted my left knee
And I remember how all the times you loved me
You never saw me hurt
I paced around my room today
Remembering our first phone call
My voice still shaking, I couldnt sleep
Small things like that may never change
I found myself a gift today
Remembering how little you gave me
And how so little mea
She cut the cord,
but you were thinking it.
You didn't even have to move before I knew.
This is what's keeping me strung up
and drowning.
If your eyes are still my ocean,
you're killing me,
figuratively and literally,
I can't go on when my hopes die out.
You're becoming a shrinking figure in the distance,
you didn't wave,
you didn't wave,
but you're crashing,
and I can feel my lungs filling with you.
If I didn't love you so much,
I wouldn't feel the need to breathe you in.
This is the part where I die gracefully,
in a whirlpool of seaweed and the scent of your soul.
If only you'd cared enough to push me back to shore.
Trapped,
Strapped to the great table
in the dining hall of
found and lost
Look to disabled knees
and crippled feet
whisper to me
"Breathe this in,
Gulp this down."
But I can't lift my head and
my throat is filled with tears,
drowning in grief
We're both taking turns holding
this love's new born lungs above red water
I cried out
"Let this pass, let this cup pass from me."
But I spilt my good intentions
and you saw everything
Your somber face was reflected in
my falling eyes and you were gone
"Breathe this in,
Gulp this down,
Swallow once,
and drown."
Red water washing over white eyes and unused hands.
You hit rewind on me,
but I can still hear the confession on my ears,
a kiss you never gave me
is taunting my chapped skin
We've never begun,
but somehow got stuck in the middle,
is there an ending or are we just floating?
You hit pause for me,
cause I'm frozen on the fact that
you're the only one that's playing
A Heart that Beats with a Tick and a Tock.
Throughout the crowded workshop whose inhabitants were clocks a tall, thin, old man paced through his second home ignoring the endless and deafening sound of thousands of beating mechanical hearts. Shelf upon shelf the massive room was filled, with each carrying hundreds of well crafted mementos of passing time. Every one was unique and the likes of which none had ever seen. Some were shaped like trees that kept the time through the changing colour of their mechanical leaves; others imitated the ocean, moon and stars always willing to please. The only thing that each clock shared was that each produ
My heart had been mistaken
What it felt wasn't love at all
The warmth that spoke to me
Was a rapid and random call
Just by chance our paths met
On an afternoon so long ago
Neither of us were searching
Yet something began to glow
A laugh or two came so easy
Sharing our thoughts out loud
It felt so new to find this here
Far away from a regular crowd
To my senses it was like magic
Until the brightness faded away
And what I longed for within me
Was never allowed to really stay
Locked in a cage of nightmares,
Beyond the realm of dreams so soft.
A beautiful collision, poison tastes so sweet.
When intertwined, with braids of fate.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
This addiction is fully mine.
I know the cycle, like the palm of my hand.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
Like wildfire, the sickness spreads.
Butterfly wings, laced with past regrets.
Poison kiss, Melts on my tongue.
Inhale like fire, Bursting through my lungs...
Beauty divine, Chaos is mine.
Echoes in my mind, Life far too kind.
Poison kiss, Melts
Morning comes, and it's all melted.
Well hello there,
Long time no see, but I'm not dead, I promise. Life has been rather hectic on my end. Just here and there, and all that stuff.... I turned 19 3 days ago! :) I got to spend my birthday at Epcot in WDW. It was fantastic. I had the best birthday I've had in a while. But anywho... There's not too much else going on around here. Just thought I should update since it's been a while.
My current obsessions include: Axis Powers Hetalia (absolutely amazing!!!) and Harry Potter (Half-Blood Prince comes out in 3 days!!!!!!!!!!) With all of that and work, I've not had too much free time... But I
So...
Life is well, life. Once again, I'm single. The guy dumped me in a text message too. How lame is that? lol. But I don't really care. I'll find another victim- er, boyfriend. XD
I'm so glad that summer is here. I'm gonna head down to the beach on Sunday with my aunt and her bf...... Hopefully it won't rain too bad, like it is here. >.<
I'm very content with my life for once, so that's a good thing. :)
That's about all for me! Anyhoo, what's up in your life? I pray for you every day. Hope all is well!!!
Much love,
:heart::heart::heart:
~M
So it's a lovely first day of May in sunshiney Florida. I'm dying to go to the beach, but unfortunately I can't. I hate having to work when it's perfect beach weather. *sigh*
Anyways... Life is great! I just finished my final exams yesterday, so I am officially a sophomore in college! Woo! I feel old saying that. lol. Hmm... Other than school; there's not much going on here. Ohh! Today marks 3 weeks with my new boyfriend. :) He's really great. It's nice having a boyfriend that actually acts like a boyfriend. So, I'm definitely happy in that department! ;)
On a sadder note, I (for lack of a better word) "broke up" with one of my closest
So much has been going on. I don't ever check this anymore. Not since you've been gone. I honestly don't know what possesed me to check it just now. But I'm so glad I did. So glad to hear from you. Find me on facebook?